alone

so many things happen abruptly today..
1st..
i went to cc..
no place to sit..
went to the most back of the cc..
sat at the red sofa..
then i found that..the sofa so hard..=.= even bounce back..
then saw an empty table already..
quickly went to get it..
then found out that..too hot! directly under the sun..
although there's protection but still..
=.= hot~
then saw another empty table!
at the most front..
haha..
so basically..
i shifted from t back to the front.. XD

after that..
so many poeple sat next to me..
from an indian girl..keep changing until!
i got hungry~ at 3 something..
went to canteen2 and got some bread..
and i just left my things there..^^

then when i'm back..
it is so frightening that..
there's 4 guys sat next to me..
i'm in the middle.. @.@
so scary..
then i quickly packed my stuff and walked out..
so scary when u are alone in that kind of situation..
and guess what..
i eventually sat there for almost 5 hours alone in it..
how can i survive in there for so long?
i also have no idea.. haha..XD

ah siang can be my witness..
he saw the whole thing going on..
then he came out and we have a chat..
after i got back home..
then i only realized that today is his birthday!!!
suddenly felt so idiot..
talked to him for so long didn't even wish him =.=..
haix..sad..

then ah rong sms me..
said wanted to scold them..
i was laughing when reading the text..
and i told her..
we can't make people to follow every step of what we want..
they have their freedom..
they have their choice..
and i don't like to force people..
i wanted people to do what they feel happy with..
don't follow people's back if you don't feel happy..
and i'm fine with it.. ^^
because i understand the word of freedom..