nothing

really got bad mood recently..
haha..old disease is back..
maybe this is some kind of..
sickness that cannot be recovered..

i don't know what had happen to me..
i was wondering too..
besides..
some kind of feeling that shouldn't be existed..
had..
returned..
i shouldn't be thinking of it..
it's not going to happen..

i keep telling myself..
over and over again..
but i just couldn't stop repeating it..

this time is really a mess..
couldn't tell what's going on...

nothing should be thinking of..
because..
it is impossible to happen..
please...stop thinking of it..