i admit that i think a lot this few days..
thinking of something which is impossible..
to happen..
i really wonder what happen to me this few days..

keep hoping for something..
which it will never come back..
what am i thinking about?
just stop it tan sher nee..

i really can't think of it anymore..
never..
must stop it..
must..

don't hope for that to happen..
don't!!