finish

finished my exam..
finished my fun day..
finished a very good friendship..

i screwed up everything..
thought of honestly say out will be better..
but ended up..
eventually hurting him..
i don't know what else to say..
besides than sorry..

but somehow..
he is a very good friend..
he can be rely on..
thanks..

i don't know how many times i keep saying sorry..
and to how many people in these few months..
can't i just be just a little smarter next time..
keep hurting people looks like is my job now..
i hate myself of being that way..

i just hope me and him can have a..
happy life like anyone else..
a normal..
and happy life..
again.. sorry..