neglected

i was told by someone..
he was afraid of me..
and my first expression was..
@.@ am i that scary to him??
i scared him??
haha..what to do face problem..too fierce =P
just kidding..

my friend told me a point..
which had neglected without noticed it..
which is time..

how should i say..
i don't need a perfect conversation..
i don't need  well planned talk..
i don't need a talk which need to becarefull when talking..
i just need a random talk..
just like normal friend does..

you need time..
i understand..
and so i'm waiting now..
i'll wait till that day..
when you talk to me more than just hi and bye..
just take your time..
until u feel comfort to step forward..

i understand different people have different thoughts..
different way to solve a matter..
and i can't force you to follow my way..
because i don't like to be that kind..
i respect your way..
and understand you..
because i don't want to misunderstand you..
and let you misunderstand me..

i understand the concept of time is needed..
i am so sorry to make you felt so inconvenience at all..
sorry for making you felt so bad..
sorry for have to always keep a distance away..
sorry for making you feel awkward..
and sorry for scared you away..

i hope after so many sorry-s to you..
you will feel better..
i was just wanted you to be happy..
like you used to be..
because i care about you as my friend..

friends are precious..
friends are for you to be comfortable with..
friends are for you to feel being cared..
hope you feel it.. ^^
if not..
then i'll wait till you feel it..
because that's what friends for..=)
and waiting is a path to be more matured..
so it actually benefits me more XD..
lastly..
take your time..
because i do believe you..
加油 =)