crazy over it

recently..
i'm crazy over the korean songs..
although is just a short plucking and smooth singing background..
but it made me addicted to it..

i had a..erm..
would you called it a fight?
or just a bunch of small kids argument?
i don't know..
i just wanted him to understand..
no matter what happen..
i won't just leave him that way..
buddy is forever..
just sad of not seeing him smiling and laughing
like he used to be..
what does he meant by selfish?
i don't see any..just..
wanted him to be happy..

not only him..
but people around me..
please stay happy as well..

i always thought of..
my caring to them will bring them happiness..warmth..
how silly am i..
i didn't realize..
i'm nothing..

different people
different thoughts..
different people
different hearts..
different people
feel it differently..

and human change every moment..
yes..
it's weird..
but is the fact..

i believe in you..
i trust you..
but did you?
am i still that buddy in you?
Like how we've been through?
we both really need time to calm..

well about the disease title..
i wrote it for two person..
who..
i really treat them as my best friends ever..
have you guys realize it?
understand me yet?