Phobia~

i watched that so-called scary thai movie called phobia..
it was a funny ghost movie ever..^^ laughed a lot..till stomach so pain..
Gosh.. i hate watching funny movie now..
after watching it..i have to come back to reality..and face something which i have to..
i wish i could just avoid it.but i know that's not the right way to do it..

i had moved  many steps forward these few days..
And yes he gave me some feedback in return..
But...
those feedback making me felt even more awkward..
i couldn't find a suitable word for it..
shy? i don't think so..
so...
i felt
there is something in between him n my friend..
maybe it is their 'boy's secret'
so i didn't ask any further details on that anymore..

i remembered i sent him a messege of the meaning SHIT
it was actually..
S= sweet
H=honest
I=irrisistable
T=thoughtful

but i edited it..
because..
Like i said before..
the wound is there forever in the heart..
there's no cure
That's the best way i can do for him.. no more any furher move