i wonder~

hmm..my grammar is getting horrible day by day..must get it correct this time..
so.. where should i start? by telling ppl how or what's in my mind?
that doesn't works..i'm a person who would just keep it in the heart..
till there's no more space to fill in..
n that's the time where boom! volcano exploded..n lavas are rolling down slowly..
there's someone who asked me before..why are u always rolling down ur tears?
i was wanted to tell the person that..
a person wouldn't cry if there's no wound in the heart..
n because of the pain that ppl wouldn't understand me..
hurting my heart even badly..
n i don't want to annoyed ppl n also brought them any trouble..
n so.. i chose to keep quiet most of the time..i learnt from ppl around me..
keep ur mouth shut before ppl misunderstand u n bring more troubles to other ppl..
i knew it does not seems right..but thats the reality..
i had somethg in my mind recently..that... i couldn't say out... n expressed out..
so..i let it go..let it be..
as i heard from ppl....
love ur present...live for your present.. n appreciate your present...
before u miss n lose more...
so.. i do encourage ppl to go for what u want in your mind..before it's too late...
don't make somethg that u are going to regret someday...
God might give u a second chance..but not always...not everytime...
like this following lines..cannot use it everytime..
but i think it should be written in my blog for now... that is...
don't afraid of what will it be in the future..afraid of what u had not done...
go for it.....