how long would it last?

today..i wasn't in the good mood too..what else..no need to mention i think my blog knew it..no more nagging essays like the previous..i'll just make it short and precise..

i feel sad today.. but this feeling had slowly fade away little by little..not so pain like those few weeks..
maybe thats what v call..getting used to it...i was having a feeling of..'do whatever as u like la'..
although i've been trying to pull that person back to our life as before during this morning..
but he's avoiding me all the way...
i don't want that person to feel annoyed..so i stop..
and....somehow it hurts me..