attitude

i chatted with my friend for 1 whole nitez till 4 something in the morning..making him sleep so 'early' in the morning..i'm sorry buddy..
he told me that that guy blame himself for couldn't accept my attitude of not talking to straight to the point..
turn one big round... i was stunted..n my brain was totally went blank.. i don't know what else to say..
i'm seriously very tired..i know my friends too..especially my buddy..
maybe i should just end up all this thing by staying far far far away from him..then...
it might settle his sadness..
n my buddy's worry..
i don't wish to be like last time anymore..
i just wish everyone is happy even without me...