6th day

i broke my record on 28 dec 2010..

slept on 5.30am..

what a joke..

lying on bed at 4.30am n started rolling on bed...

and..kept holding the phone..

i don't know what am i doing..

what am i waiting for?

and yet i'm still waiting..

does that so-called 'get used to it'..

perhaps..

don't know what else to do..

so just wait....

and i realize how much n how deep ppl understand me..

lead me to.....

began to feel suspicious on who exactly am i?

am i really that bad n insecure to u?

how dangerous am i?

Lord Jesus..

can u pull me out of all this thing?

i believe in u...please..