hate

i'm so hate myself..
can laughed at one minute..
and turn around to be in totally opposite way for another minute..
why can't i just..
keep in the same mood..
till i'm dead..
i hate myself of being so irrational..

hopefully..
tomorrow..
i won't be that way anymore..
tonight is a cold cold night..
so as my heart..
what do you want 'feeling'?
can you just go away..
and don't irritate me anymore..
pls..just go away..