exhausted as well

i don't know what the best respond..
or best solution to solve any problem right now..
do as what u guys wanna do..
i'm tired..
today...
Ah Rong asked me..
would u feel like..
something had change..
people had switched..
i answered her..
maybe i had this feeling..
but i don't know..

was she meant by..
abandoned?
that was my guess..
well..
like i said before..
do whatever as u guys like now..
no comment on that..

i wasn't not in the mood..
because of a phrase..

wound is still a wound..
it never heals..
hypothesis is accepted..
that's the conclusion..

hurt is still hurt..
pain is still pain..
it never recover..

because that's the wound...
that never cure..
it will be a scar
forever..

so..
won't add more..
hopes..
no hopes..
no disappointment..
so please..
stop it..
i don't want to get swelling eyes whenever i woke up..
i'm exhausted like she do...