time

i wish the time could turn it anticlockwise..
i wish we can come back sometime..
i wish..
i don't wish all this shit things happen..
i'm so desperate..

wishes are all wishes..
never come true..
raining again..
i have that intend to run out and just stand under the rain..
i look at my watch..
feeling so sad..
feeling going to cry..
can i do that?

no i couldn't.. i'm so tired..
i'm not going to wear the watch again..