i'm sorry

i wasn't a good friend..
i wasn't a good person..
you guys don't come near me..
i will hurt you..
i'm a useless person...
made so many mistakes...
made so many idiot things..
but i never lie to you..
no one believe me now..
what should i do?
i'm so hurt too..
i really didn't meant that..
why is everyone thought that my words are fake..
i'm just useless..
made people think of that..
i shouldn't be in this world..
to hurt people who so important to me..
who i appreciate the most..
but at last he gave up on me edy..
all my fault..
i'm sorry..
i'm nothing to you already..
but you are still someone to me..
someone special..
i'm sorry