disease

Is emo act as a trend now?
i can tell that..this trend is horrible..
It looks like a disease that everyone chasing to have it..
is sickening..
please..
is there any cure for this disease?

After him.. here comes another fellow...
who tried to stay away from us..
what's the matter now?
why must it turn to be in that way?
out of ..
so many choices..
why must be that way?

Did you notice..
you didn't care anymore..
no fighting for files..
no more laughing in the library..
no more questioning..
no more demanding to be more carefull..
no more anger when got bullied..
no more nervous when got into trouble..
no more waiting for us..
no more asking for help..
no more heart to heart talk..
no more whispers..
no more eye to eye contact..
no more understanding..
no more caring when sick..
no more shoulder for me to lie on..
no more tissues for me to wipe tears..
no more calls to call me to sleep earlier..
no more putting jackets on me when i'm cold..
no more sharing food happily..
no more sitting together and chat..
no more laughing in the middle of discussion..
no more helping when in trouble..until people called you to do so..
you did that to others..
but not ........me...

did you ever look into it deeply?
have you think of it?
and how could i stop thinking of it..
while i was actually rely on u people..
but then..you pushed me away..
you pushed me away when i needed help so badly..
you didn't see it..
because you don't notice it..
it was happening eventually..
that you even couldn't feel it..
did you think deeply?
or you don't feel it anymore..
where am i suppose to go now?
no one i can rely on now..
none...
walking by myself..all alone..
breathless..