a harsh time ever

on last two days onwards i've been crying a lot
till my eyes kinda swell up n tired
until now i still got that dizziness

too tired..
i can't even hardly focus during my bio class
my hse is totally a mess
my family members act like thy r stranger n even worst than strangers
thy don't help family members but stay a side n watch u die..

i was so shock to realize that..
u can't trust anyone anymore in this world
just think abt it.. your family don't act like thy know u..
imagine it